I am so. bad. at talking myself down from shit, y’all. I just kept thinking about how I’d kind of been wanting to see if I could work out doll-sized chain mail, anyway (as opposed to that weird textured fabric they usually use to get the “look” of it), and how I always think how cool it would be to be one of those folks that makes cool doll clothes.

It actually got worse when I tried to think about it from a practical standpoint, because the things I’m supposedly holding onto the money for just aren’t happening right now and haven’t been for a while. And while it will wipe me out, its also a third of the new-from-Tonner price. And yes, she’s nude, but that’s actually kind of perfect, because I don’t really like the outfits Tonner has for her, and they don’t make the one I do want — which, really, would probably run about $80, anyway.

And I’ve wanted to do something with a Tonner for some time now, but the price is kind of a roadblock for me, but this! This is just making clothes and some minor hair restyling, nothing that would actually mess her up!

And! And! ….and basically I’m fucked, is what I’m saying. I’m getting her, barring some unforeseen happenstance. But, ah. Yeah. I am Crazy Fangirl Doll Lady, hear me whimper.